kawaii2003

she was with an other chick talking about me and all she was doing was laughing i ran up to her and smack her in the face calling her things i never said before i cried as soon as i left i wanted to apologize but i couldn't face my only friend and see the pain in her face.i went home and ran upstairs crying my ass off the next day my friend wasn't here and i look everywhere.the announcements came on saying something i will never forget "i'm very sorry for this disruption but yesterday night a child had done something terrible and ill i can say was im sorry that her friends wasn't there to stop her and with this have a good weekend." i knew who he was talking about and as soon as the bell rang i left. I ran all the way to my friends house and i saw her mother crying there on the front porch. i fell i on the groung when i saw my friend in the ambulence truck i went in there knowing she was dead...... the funeral was the day after her death. As i seen her go down in the cold ground "STOP" i ran trying to dig her out "I'M SORRY SO SORRY COME BACK" but that wouldnt help. so before you do anything rememer always stay with your friend no matter what and love her all you can because thats what a friend should do 

My parents dont understand me the way other people do.They think im the worst person alive and i can't change their minds. how many times do i have to tell them im sorry for everything that i have done? nothing i do is right for them....my mom is sick she is only 29 years old she has thyrode you know like really bad headaches and my dad i honestly dont know. My name is destiny marie martinez the emo daughter in the family the one who gets cast out of all the fun because i do a little mistake now and then i get to go places but never get anything and for that reason i want people to be my friend because with friends who understands me and get me i wont be so lonely in a world of darkness for me and this i say goodbye